Sunday, December 30, 2007

cave man era!

I'm sorry , but this has been a bad month...let me explain.

First i lost my cell phone right before i left Utah, so i couldn't call anyone for about a week. Second i JUST now got Internet access and a home phone, it took forever because of Christmas. Well i guess that's it, besides not knowing anyone, and the only person i do know (Lacey) i cant get a hold of because i have no connection with the outside world.

So far this place is beautiful, the trees are pretty even without leaves! The only problem(well not only) is that there is always road kill on the freeway. Yesterday i passed a huge deer, all bloody and in half. To say the least it was totally gross. Christmas was fun, the girls got bikes and i got a treadmill, rich got a leather jacket, that is really nice.

Now that my computer is up i will be posting a lot, i have a to to make up for!

You cant imagine how much i miss my "monica" friends...wish i was there!

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Blurred vision

OK, well its been about a week since i left my friends in Bakersfield, and i must say the drive to my hotel that last night was pretty blurry, my eyes were malfunctioning and wouldn't stop watering, I'm not sure why!

I already miss all my friends who have been my family for the past 3 years. The last week in Bakersfield was probably the hardest of my life, very stressful and emotional, i know i don't show it but if i ran out of your house or seemed really upbeat right before i left you its because i don't deal well with saying goodbye. I just wanted to say thanks to all my friends i love you all. A special thanks to Jocelyn, Stephanie and Jane, who babysat, played and let me borrow their family room to get dressed and feed Parker.
Richard is now in Kentucky and lonely. He is at a hotel and wishes we were there, I'm glad we are not, hotels are even worse then staying in my sisters basement apt.
The girls miss their dad but are having fun with their grandparents and cousins. We have already had a cold and other ailments but seem to be healing fine.
Emma already misses her friends and her bed, toys,back yard, t.v, kitchen, bathroom....i think you get the point, she is a creature of habit and likes her own "stuff".
I'm tired and miss my own bed too. We love seeing our family but i think knowing that there is no where to go after our visit makes me anxious.
Richard is spending the day looking for a place to rent.

I guess that's all, me and my sister have been working out, she is trying to get me back in shape, she is my own personal trainer. it snowed and the girls love playing in it. I have taken a lot of pictures but i don't have my connector to download them. As soon as i can i will post new pics.

Love and miss you all!